I need encouragement: traveling back to SE-Asia for the first time in 6 years, and am freaking out.
So I have been in a rut for the last 6 years that I am finally getting out of, by returning to the last place things made sense. 6 years ago I spent a year abroad living in Bangkok teaching. I made a bunch of friends there and traveled around the region with them to Cambodia, Loas, and Thailand.
I have been too hard on myself, and stopped believing I could do anything. And since I always wanted to go back for a trip I finally took the plunge and planned the trip. Now I am a few weeks away from a month long trip by myself and I am just freaking out about the idea. It just feel so overwhelming, partly because I am doing all by myself this time, and partly because I haven't done anything this big in year.
In the day I am SUPER excited by this, yet before bed and right after waking up, I am just panicking, and thinking its a mistake. I always get like this with big things, but I guess I am afraid Ill go on this trip and come back and everything will be the same. But maybe thats what I need?
Any encouragement, advice, or perspective would be awesome right now, thanks everyone!
Submitted April 14, 2018 at 07:19AM by wheatfields https://ift.tt/2EHQoSZ
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