20F leaving for EBC trek in 17 days... dear god...
I'm so freaked out. Half the time I feel like an impostor in my own body. Who the heck bought that ticket?? What were they thinking??
It's only hit me a bit that this trip is actually happening. I just know that when I'm on the way to the airport I'm going to be freaking out.
Some small part of me knows that this trip is going to give me some awesome insight into myself, and ever since I've been 15 I've been promising myself "one day", but holy shit. That day is soon.
Everything is ready. Visa, good. Insurance, good. Flights, a-okay. I have all my gear checked and double checked. But HOLY SHIT.
I know that in the end my self-confidence is going to sky-rocket. I'll believe in my own skills more, and hopefully will have a better understanding of myself and others and the sheer size of us relative to all the glory of nature. But hooooly shit.
I guess I'm just here to vent and seek reassurance. I'm sure this anxiety is normal, but that doesn't make it anymore comfortable. Motivational speeches only get me so far. Anyone willing to share some stories of their pre-trip jitters with me? (hopefully with a good ending.)
Submitted February 19, 2018 at 05:12PM by senpaikush97 http://ift.tt/2CxBddN
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