Advice please :-(
I am a 24 year old male currently residing in Los Angeles, California. I graduated college from a small university in New Hampshire in 2016, after spending 4 years playing collegiate volleyball and getting hammered almost every weekend. I always loved writing so I majored in English. I came back home to live with my parents and start paying off some loans. I’m 20k in debt. Ive been working a 9-5 job in healthcare for 2.5 years and I gotta be honest, I feel kind of lost. This is not what I want but I don’t really know what I want. A year ago, I earned a certificate to teach English abroad, specifically in Vietnam. But, I don’t even think I want to teach. I feel like traveling will help me rediscover who I am. I want to travel to Southeast Asia but I feel like I’m just not courageous enough to do so. I haven’t felt this indecisive in my life about which direction to take. I know that backpacking Southeast Asia will be good for me but maybe I’m just not brave enough. When I come back home I won’t have anything to fall back on besides an English degree and let’s face it, that’s not much. I guess I’m just really scared about money when I get back. Or even traveling with very little savings. Do any of you think it’s wise for me to make a move like this? I just feel so conflicted and I don’t really have friends to ask advice. And my parents would support me if I went but they’ve been convincing me not to and that maybe I won’t enjoy myself. I know I will though. I’ve just been on this journey of self discovery and I feel I can’t move forward with my life. My dream is to make music but that’s been so difficult lately because I feel I’ve been stuck in my own head in regards to whether or not I should go abroad. The idea comes and goes but never goes away completely. And I feel like I’m getting older and older and still haven’t made any moves.
Sorry for wall of text. Any advice would be greatly appreciated!!
Submitted March 28, 2019 at 04:40PM by princekind https://ift.tt/2UWCrcJ
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