Home after 5 months and hating it
I don't know if I'm really looking for anything here besides some understanding, so here it goes. I just got home from five months of travel through Europe. Loved it all, but particularly the three months I spent in Ireland. I have family there and I wanted to basically feel like I was living there for a while. I went all over the country, some on my own and some with family. I felt at home in Ireland in a way that I've never felt in the state I'm currently living in. I'm a musician and loved that there's music everywhere. Everyone I met was so friendly. But the hardest part is I met a man there who I really connected with. Funnily enough, the way it worked out was we had a one night stand turn into me living with him for a month. And the only reason I left after a month is because my tourist visa ran out and I had to leave. If it hadn't been for that, I'm sure I'd still be happily there. How often do you meet someone who you can be around 24/7 for a month and never get on each other's nerves? (If someone had ever told me before this, "You know what's a good idea? Have a one night stand and then move in with the guy" I would've said that's a fucking stupid idea, but here we are).
So now I'm back in the States and I really miss this person. I miss Ireland. I just want to live there but I can't figure out how to make that work (if anyone has any advice on that I'd love to hear it). And I'm angry that I can never seem to just have a relationship work out.
Anyone else have a particularly hard time returning home?
Submitted February 08, 2019 at 09:09PM by CapricaThrace http://bit.ly/2TAqV6g
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