so i am kind of having the worst time of my life and unsure what to do about it
ive been in london for four days now and everyday i have struggled to go out and do stuff and i have felt like garbage the entire time ive been here. i was so excited beforehand and now that im here i dont want to go to any of the places id wanted to and i just want to be home.
tomorrow im supposed to move to a different hostel here but the idea of having to deal with traveling again even such a short distance makes me feel like crying (which i cant do because theres no privacy in stupid hostels). i dont even feel like i can socialize which is something i was very excited for. the idea of even going to the hostel bar makes me want to run away and i dont know why because im a very social person especially back home.
im supposed to be in europe for two months but i dont even want to go to any of my other destination ideas now and i dont even want to go anywhere but i feel too embarrassed to go back after i told everyone how great this trip would be.
i havent felt this bad in a long time and i am hating my time away when id thought id love it. i dont know what to do now. if i go back early ill lose the $550 my original return ticket cost. i just dont want to do anything now that im here when originally i had big lists of things to do.
Submitted May 10, 2018 at 04:52PM by throwwawayy0110 https://ift.tt/2KQUmwX
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