Going home early
A month ago I made a post about how I never wanted to go home. And I really didn’t, at that point. Well look how things can change...
I’m currently in Mexico and have about 5.5 weeks more before my flight home, ending my 6 month Central America trip. But I’m absolutely exhausted.
Backpackers and their conversations tire me to no end, I don’t enjoy the things I used to (incredible scenery is just meh, I have 0 interest in trying new food, feeling the wind in my hair going down highways leaves me completely unmoved). The only times I’ve smiled for the last 8 days have been when laughing at my own misery (and crazy privilege - to be able to not give a fuck about sunsets in the Pacific. I’m very grateful for this). Staying in one place for longer doesn’t attract me at all at the moment.
Now there is a very cheap flight in 2 weeks that almost makes me cry of happiness, when thinking about taking about it. I have the funds for it.
But then again... what if all this is just temporary? Maybe I’ll come out of this low just in time for catching the flight and actually love travelling again? And honestly I’ll only be sparing myself 3 weeks, it’s really not THAT long. Maybe it’s worth enduring?
I know that only I can make this choice, but I’d love to hear any thoughts. Have any of you ever been in a similar position?
Submitted March 20, 2019 at 10:28PM by azygomatic https://ift.tt/2TQTQXU
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