Calling it quits
I’ve pretty much made up my mind but this is more so to vent cause everyone I can talk to at home is sleeping. Sorry this is a long one.
I [18F] have been in France since January 29, first in Paris with my boyfriend it was great,(Other than me falling and breaking my glasses/ bruising a muscle in my calf but that’s typical). Then 3 days ago he went home while I continue onto Rouen till tomorrow then, Mont St Michael and Lyon but I’ve just had the worst time.
I had one day in Paris alone and I stuck to areas I was familiar with but I felt so unsafe and I was followed by a stranger for half a block before I disappeared into a McDonald’s bathroom.
The next day I was off to Rouen and combined with being homesick and crying on my way to the train station I almost missed my train and when I got here I dropped my bag in a puddle while I got lost trying to find my air BNB.
Since the day after we landed I have come down with a hacking cough and today I had to rush out of a store to throw up. I am a cook back home but I have had a huge abrasion to food since I landed, I haven’t eaten much more then veggies and plain oatmeal.
I’m really done and just want to go home. I don’t feel excited about doing anything and I do feel unsafe alone (I know it’s all in my head), and I have, it turns out, a not so passable understanding of French.
Sorry this is so long I just needed to vent.
Submitted February 07, 2019 at 12:18PM by sous-ninja-pumpkin http://bit.ly/2MXPNm0
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