Solo travel or soft prostitution?
Hey. So I'm a pretty, college student athlete. Just take that at face value. I had the opportunity to meet a professional athlete in my sport from Brazil while I was attending one of his competitions. We made intense eye contact and he proceeded to find me on instagram. We messaged briefly and it was clear that we both were sexually interested in the other. So far, so good. I'm not too opposed to a random hookup with an attractive guy. (He's taller than me, which is no small feat too.)
Naturally, he's back in Brazil, and wants to buy me a ticket to visit him. And I don't see why I shouldn't. Its clear he wants sex and that I'm one of many on his "list." But damn, if I get a trip to Brazil out of it and I'm sexually attracted to him? Why not?
I'm actually really alarmed by the fact that I'm ok with the situation. Its as if I'm looking somewhere for my morals, waiting for them to say "NOOO, DON'T DO THAT!!" but they aren't there. This is literally soft prostitution, isn't it? Fcking this guy in exchange for a plane ticket? I should be less ok with this. I feel like I'm being a terrible terrible person. Nice girls don't just fck people for plane tickets.
Continuing a theme, I had the opportunity to meet a German musician who invited me yachting with him in the French Riviera. I turned him down because I had to report back to my school. Once again, clearly wanted sex, didn't really care about me, but yachting in the French Riviera with a musician I adore? Sounds pretty damn nice.
I'm only 21, so theoretically, I could keep getting propositioned like this for little while longer. I don't see any problem with doing this kind of thing, other than the fact that I SHOULD have a problem with it.
I'll take any and all of your thoughts, thank you.
Submitted November 14, 2017 at 12:48AM by sup3ranonymous http://ift.tt/2ACPKEz
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